The day came and went and I didn't even think of you. I think that is the saddest yet best sign I have ever gotten in my life. Things may just be looking up. I had something planned to say, but I will not say it now becasue it obvioulsy doesn't matter anymore. It does not matter that over a year ago my life was changed, my world turned upside down and I became a different person. And it doesn't matter that 6 months ago it all came crashing down. None of that matters because I didn't even think of him Saturday. He didn't even cross my mind.